Another late night/Early morning post.

My roommate and I determined that I have puss sacs covering my tonsils.
Fuck. Going to the doctor I guess.
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142.4 this morning.
Bitchface is going to be here today. UGH.

Went to the doctor. I don't have strep! BUT. It might be mono. If I still feel like shit next week, I have to go back.
Fuckkk.
I'm tired.
But I can't sleep.
Blah.

I had a binge dream last night, and I woke up this morning and freaked out a little lot. Hah. JUST A DREAM. I didn't eat everything ever.
That's the last time I post a bunch of food porn before bed. And fall asleep thinking about it. lol
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4 PM.

Bitchface is here. I've seen her TWICE already.
Blah.

I feel terrible for thinking it, but I really hope how much weight I've lost triggers her. We went through anorexia and bulimia together.
I hope it fucking triggers her. I want her to suffer.
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6:36

I just spent an hour [skipping dinner] looking to find out if my favorite candy [REESES OM NOM NOM] was vegan. Nope. White chocolate? Nope. Dark chocolate? Nope.
FUCK YOU HERSHEYS.
I'll just have to add those to my list of things-to-make-which-Ill-probably-never-eat/purge/be-afraid-to-eat. Like mac and cheese.

I'm going to my philosophy prof's seminar on repulsion soon. It'll be interesting.
Then I'm hanging out with friends later tonight and watching a movie.
Then I have to print off 3 papers and add another 4 pages to one. Sigh.

Then I have another paper due on friday, which I still have to do an obscene amount of research for, and a philosophy paper due next thursday. Blahhhhh. I should get working on those. Hum.

Breakfast:
Glass of soy milk [90 cals]
Glass of water.

Lunch:
glass of soy milk. [90]
Glass of cranberry grape juice. [120 maybe?]
3 glasses of diet coke.

Dinner.
Nothing? I might make more tea Out of sugar. I'll probably just gargle some salt water for my throat. Hum.
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10:09

There was a get well soon card on my door when I got back. It was cute. It had an owl. I might post a picture of it later? we'll see.

Jordan [my ex boyfriend's roommate] has already gaged sex between dickhead and bitchface THREE times.
He walked in twice.
And the sheets were all rumpled when he got back from class earlier today.
GROSS.

I want to fucking binge on EVERYTHING so bad right now.
Hour 99 of fasting.
I can't break this.