Dont forget, you were the one who broke up with me. you were the one that moved out. I just didn't take you back and that makes me the villian? Thats bullshit and you KNOW it.
I'm the bitch? I've been completely passive this whole time. I've left you alone because I know its for the best in the long run. youre just a spoiled child. Thats what our whole relationship was. It was just me taking care of a rich mommas boy and failing at it over and over again.
Nothing I ever did was right or good enough. I worked too much even though I was the one paying for everything. We had sex too much then not enough. I didn't do this enough and I should have done that more. I didn't dress up enough but I dressed up for stupid things. I wore too much makeup or not enough.
I'm fucking sick of being treated like its my job to take care of these needy fucking bitch men. Its not fair to me. Who the hell takes care of me? Fuck, I can't even take care of me, obviously my bodys a fucking wreck, just like I am.
But its fine you know. I'll just sit back and take the blame for everything, just like always. Stupid silly girl. Sit back and take it like the bitch you are. Then smile like nothing is wrong and pretend to care about everyone elses shit.
But god forbid anyone take care of me. Its too much to fucking ask for someone to pay attention to me, give me a little time out of their day, maybe ask how mine was but actually care.
