It's been a while.

They changed blogger, eh?

I'm sorry, Ive been really busy with work and everything. 

Ive been taking a shot at recovery, all thanks to the love of my life. I've promised him I would try and get better. 

Its just... 

Some days are harder than others, you know? 

I feel... anxious. 

Trapped. 

Something.

My weight has been consistant around 155-160. 

I wish it was 130. 

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I just want to be pretty for him. 

My heart is racing.



Too many people I know irl are following me on tumblr. I think its time to make a new one. just for my ed.


Look for the flying sparrows.