I want to go home.

College is like a real home for me. Its so nice there.
I have people to talk to. I have ways to get somewhere. I'm not alone.

I like being alone.

But not when other people aren't.
Im needy. Im selfish. I suck.

BLAH.
I've binged a lot today. Without purging. I feel unbelievably disgusting. UGH

This is the first weekend ive been sober in MONTHS.

Blah. My life is boring.
Im boring.
Im disgusting.
im alone


My touchpad is being fucked. Its really annoying.

BLK:JFDKLHSUHFD

FUCK.
I need to find something to do.
Im at my shithole of a familys house. I'll probably go clean.
Hum