But you know that you're toxiccc.

Bad day today. 

I had a breakdown at work. 

Long story short, I fucked a lot of orders up, felt like shit and almost quit because I suck at everything. 

Almost got my ears pierced again today. 

I ate too much. 

But really it wasn't that much. 

I feel like an object. 

I feel ugly and fat and terrible. 

Time to put away my skirts and leggings and take out my fat pants and hoodies. 

Shower/weight/purge/cut time. Soon. 

Going to the beach tomorrow because it's been ridiculously warm for a minnesota october. 80 degrees? really? 

I dont really wanna go. I'm gonna feel like a whale. But I cant keep putting my friend off. 

SIGHHH. 

Im tired. 

And of course, the one guy I would actually think about dating doesnt like me. 

So tired. 

I start manager training on friday.
Woo.